Tuesday, April 15, 2003
It is SO rare for me to have a hot guy in my office and right now that very thing is happening. I walked in from lunch to find the most beautiful man sitting in the couch in front of my desk. It’s weird, I mostly go for big muscle studs, but once in a while a bigger-ish kind of guy can walk in and just sort of sweep me off my feet with their pulsing masculinity. He is wearing a black t-shirt and blue navy shorts and he is a bit hairy. He is also wearing a dark blue baseball cap (which always gets my jizz flowing). I just found out that his name is Mark. LOVE that name. Okay, he just made eye contact with me and I swear that my entire body just melted onto the floor. Man, he is so fine. I can tell that through the T-shirt that he has a beautiful body and the way he carries it is making me die with lust.
I do have a boyfriend, right?
Mark is now walking out and of course my eyes followed him right up until he left the office.
Sometimes I have game. Most times I have game. But when I really want a guy, when I am really turned on by a guy, I lose every skill I was given. Rita used to make fun of me about this cuz she has seen me lose my shit over boys before. It’s rare, but when it happens, I become this child-like creature that is helpless and in dire need of approval.
I love you Mark. I know we have only known each other for 5 minutes, but let me tell you, it was the best five minutes of my day so far.
**BIG SIGH**
I do have a boyfriend, right?
Mark is now walking out and of course my eyes followed him right up until he left the office.
Sometimes I have game. Most times I have game. But when I really want a guy, when I am really turned on by a guy, I lose every skill I was given. Rita used to make fun of me about this cuz she has seen me lose my shit over boys before. It’s rare, but when it happens, I become this child-like creature that is helpless and in dire need of approval.
I love you Mark. I know we have only known each other for 5 minutes, but let me tell you, it was the best five minutes of my day so far.
**BIG SIGH**
